I feel nothing.

Today, I feel nothing.
So much noise and chaos around, but I am numb, I am void.
Emotions whisper in the wind, ghosts of life destroyed.
I was so alive.
Emotions flowed like a river, Not long time ago.
Now I am shielded by a wall, a fortress built from the seeds of woe.
I am to blame.
Am I the one who built these walls, Or did they rise on their own?
I search my heart for answers, yet the truth remains unknown.